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This is based off of Zeiken, the main character in another story, Spirit's Blade, by me. I suggest you read that before this, but you will be able to understand even if you havn't read it. Please review. It's been about 3 months now, since, it happened. Most of the details are hard to remember, but from time to time they come rushing back. It's almost scary, just thinking about it. I mean, in a person's entire life, they never have to think about weather or not they are human. If they even truly exist. Could you imagine having to re-live your whole life in your mind, just to find the truth? And yet, would you believe it? Or would you want to? If somehow you did find that truth, would you change the way you live, if you chose to continue living at all? Not many things are clear anymore, but one thing sure is. I have to live on. I have to find out more. My instructor once told me, that destiny lies in our own hands, and that within ourselves comes the power to break the chains of fate that bind us. With that in mind, I will live. I will live unlike before. All of us are fighting a war within us, and I feel as if part of me has surrendered to that war. Is this how things are supposed to be? Is life just one big war that we are intended to fight? Is it true that the day you are born you begin to die? Life is a precious thing, and not knowing if you posses that life can drive you crazy. I have heard different opinions on life. I want to believe that life is life, and how one was born, or even 'created', doesn't matter. I cannot yet believe that, so I will live on, if I can even call it living, searching for my ultimate meaning. The meaning of life.. |
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